Imaginary
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
Taking Over Me
You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things that are
Just like you are taking over
Hello
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told she's not breathing?
Hello i'm you mind giving you
Someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so can hide
Don't try
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
My Last Breath
Hold on to me love
You know I cant stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and you know the truth
No one's there
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me calling me as you fade to black
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I let it all away
Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming you name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilzed by my fear
And soon to be blinded by the tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away
Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming you name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end
Lyrics Not on the Fallen Record
Broken (Seether ft. Amy Lee) (From the Punisher sndtrk.)
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't
feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now
and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left
to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am
strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken
when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone
You've gone
away, you don't feel me here anymore
Forgive Me (album unknown)
Can you forgive me again
I don' t know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
To kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret
I cry, I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeh
Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I cant live this life without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes
And I'm screaming inside
That I'm sorry
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
Before The Dawn (album unknown)
Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you
I am nothing more than to see you there
And maybe tonight, we'll fly
so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn
If only night can hold you where I can see you, my love
Then
let me never ever wake again
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn
Somehow I
know that we cant wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll
be lost before the dawn
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn
Away From Me (album: Origin)
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh,
God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I
[Chorus:]
I've woken
now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have
made)
Won't you take me away from me
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into
myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become
[Chorus]
Lost
in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live
[Chorus]
Anywhere (album: Origin)
Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending
that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand
[Chorus:]
We're leaving
here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way
to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we
are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll
take you there
[Chorus]
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock
your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're
safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now
[Chorus]
Lies (album: Origin)
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing
the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You
were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll
struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing
a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and
I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus]
Even In Death (album: Origin)
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft
brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
[Chorus:]
I
will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
Some
say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't
leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
[Chorus]
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
Field Of Innocence (album: Origin)
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where
has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing
at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart
gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Where Will You Go (album: Origin)
You’re too important for anyone
There’s something wrong with everything you see
But I, I know who you
really are
You’re the one who cries when you’re alone
[Chorus:]
But where will you go
With
no one left to save you from yourself
You can’t escape
You can’t escape
You think that I can’t
see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You’re left
to face yourself alone
[Chorus]
I realize you’re afraid
But you can’t abandon everyone
You
can’t escape
You don’t want to escape
I’m so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is
it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can’t
even hear me screaming
[Chorus]
I realize you’re afraid
But you can’t reject the whole
world
You can’t escape
You won’t escape
You can’t escape
You don’t want to escape
Farther Away
I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see
what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.
I run to you,
Call out your name,
I see you there, farther away.
Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at
night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.
I run to you,
Call out your name,
I see you there, farther away.
Try
to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.
Don't leave me here, by myself.
I can't breathe.
I run to you,
Call
out your name,
I see you there, farther away.
I run to you,
Call out your name,
I see you there, farther
away,
Farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away
Surrender
Is this real enough for you
You were so confused
Now that you've decided to stay
We'll remain
together
You can't abandon me
You belong to me
Breathe in and take my life in you
No longer myself only
you
There's no escaping me, my love
Surrender
Darling, there's no sense in running
You know I will find you
Everything
is perfect now
We can live forever
You can't abandon me
You belong to me
Breathe in and take my life in
you
No longer myself only you
There's no escaping me, my love
Surrender
Breathe in and take my life in you
No
longer myself only you
There's no escaping me, my love
Surrender
Solitude
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How
long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is
only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will
it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever
me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left
behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along
it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh,
Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you,
only true
October
I can't run anymore, I fall before you,
Here I am, I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're
all that I am, Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken, Lifeless, I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without
you, I can't go on,
Anymore, Ever again.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk
away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And
love is where I am)
My only love.
I can't run anymore, I give myself to you,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
In all
my bitterness, I ignored,
All that's real and true, All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my
eyes, I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
My
only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I
fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
Constantly
ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.
My only hope,
(All
the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your
abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All
the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your
abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
Anything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you
want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just
pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's
only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll
believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll
believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything
for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your
lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I Must Be Dreaming
How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard
me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live
We all die
That
does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in
my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming
Help you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know
you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify
you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No
I must be dreaming
Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not in real
life
I must be dreaming
Exodus
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said
a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home
[CHORUS:]
Here in the
shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong
Two months pass
by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost
I am just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up
I can't go back
now
Waking up is knowing who you really are
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Show me the shadow where
true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes
Forever gone, Forever you
I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know why now
But now that I've given up on
you
Defiantly you see me
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever
gone, forever you
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take
me to change my mind
And leave me broken and defeated
So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that
I know the way you play
I don't want to
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to
change the same
Forever gone, forever you
Give Unto Me
I've been watching you from a distance
The distance sees through your disguise
All I want from
you is your hurting
I want to heal you
I want to save you from the dark
Give unto me your troubles
I'll
endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Why should I care if they hurt
you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you (save you)
I'll save you
Give
unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear
not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it
be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If
you sleep soundly
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Understanding (Wash It All Away)
You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way
the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase
it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."
(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't
hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in
me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please
don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for
you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be
real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't
cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside
of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And
I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're
not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It
just won't fade away, No
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch
it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh,
it all away
But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten
Because I'll die if you do
Because
I'll die if you do
Because I'll die if you do
Because I'll die if you do
Because I'll die if you do
Goodnight
Goodnight, sleep tight
No more tears
In the morning I'll be here
And when we say goodnight,
Dry
your eyes
Because we said goodnight,
And not goodbye
We said goodnight
And not goodbye
Thoughtless (album: Anywhere But Home) (Korn
Cover)
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try
to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing
all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground,
ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You
take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot
be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I
will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I
wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying
to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at
me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All
my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna
forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)
All of my hate cannot be bound
I
will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see
you screaming
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try
to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Breathe No More (album: Anywhere But Home, Elektra
sndtrk.)
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All
the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big
enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I
breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn
child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I
breathe-
I breathe no more.
Missing (album:Anywhere But Home)
